Hi peeps, how are you getting along nowadays?
Just some sharing. I attended cell group on last Friday which speaks about Never Give Up. The next day, something try to distract me on what i am doing so far. My mom called, and she seems really want me to stay back in MIRI and find work there. *Awkward moment*
What makes me stay in KK?
1. I am kind of adventurous person. I like to try something new. Challenge myself. I choose to stay because i want to learn something new apart from family. Because for me, stay with family close with me, i tend to rely on family. Although it is more benefits to stay at hometown than other places. Can save money, no need to spend on shelter fee or rental, no need to worry about somethings happen to car, because i have my father who know how to fix the car problem. And have better rooms compared to here in KK.
But when i looked through 1 years since i start work (since my internship periods), i learned how to spend my money well, how to know if car got problems and how to fix it, get to know mechanics, learned to live and adapt to more simple lifestyle, eat just enough to save money. Learn to accept no air-cond in the room but only table fan for hot seasons and etc..
In the place i work, i learned alot as well. As i wrote in previous blog, i thankful to God for putting me in that company. I learned lots, i meet lots people in various level of career. I believe it is a platform for me to learned to groom myself to be who i will be. Although what i'm have just enough for me spend, i do not get much higher income as usual freshie graduate, but God's grace is enough for me, God works. Trust me, I've been struggling for this matter within this one year. But God says My Grace is Enough, Never Give Up. Doubt takes place. Frustration takes place. However, i still depend on God throughout all this. God makes me pull through it. Our flesh will comes out all sort of things that makes us give up, that makes us feel we are stupid for the decision we take. But God says never give up, I'm with you.
When you facing problems such as those, you need someone who you truly helps you, for me is my God Father. I learned to depend on Him in everything. Big and small of my life.
2. Ministry - CampusLife. It is the season where God is about to do something through this ministry, I stay for God use me for his plan for this ministry. Be it a prayer, be it a facilitator or just normal member. I believe one things that God is looking for who willing to be used by Him as a tool to do His will on earth. I'm here for that. I do not know how long it will be.
I do have my own plan, but God's plan still works in my life.
Yesterday speaks louder than before about finding other job which come in better pay. Still, i struggled, and feel down. But God comfort me. He helps me by giving me hope.
-DIE TO SELF-
