Blog 49

Hi peeps, how r u getting along for these while?

I just went to the Ladies Breakthrough weekend. It was an awesome and adventurous journey, where i met an accident before i went up to DreamWorld, Kundasang. I was my first time i bumped to others car. However, i feel peace throughout the settlement of the case. I called for my employer, he came and help me go through all it. I was very grateful and thank God for everything. I feel God was with me during that time. But what made me worried was my financial. I just got enough to support me after i get paid. Yeah, i get low income. Now i met an accident, i have to settle it with an amount of money. I have to use money wisely and wisely this time.  

Maybe you question that why not looking for other jobs with better income? However, there are pros and cons i work with my employer. The people in my office do take care of me and i feel bless and feel like they are my other family. Cons, i earn not much. However, God do bless the company business, my earning are increase over time. I'm now still keep on learning in my career life. I have a lot of things need to organize and plan ahead and operate. I really see God's provision in my life and my career (to the company as well). I try to not focus  for the amount of money i earn for now, but rather i look upon the experience i learned throughout the time i'm working with my employer. Thank You Boss, and my other colleague, you two are awesome and i'm blessed with you two lighten my life which is my career life. 

Back to the journey go up to Hills, i was worried by that time, when i think of money, my tears drop. i brought my anxiety to the breakthrough days. Oh ya, i manage to go for the breakthrough as i went up with a group of campus who went up late due to their class. When i arrived at DreamWorld, went for dinner, then for the session which had been run by that time. I manage to go to the half end of the session. When the pastor says, YOU ARE SIGNIFICANT TO GOD, YOU ARE WORTHY, YOU ARE LOVED BY GOD, I cried and i touched by the words. All these while i knew the words, but sometime when we faced problem, these words are blur and we naturally will focus on the problem rather than God who is BIGGER than your problem. I slowly gain my focus to God by that time. The next day, i went for the next session, pastor Valerie shared on her problem of financial. She shared how God brought her throughout the moment of her hard time. I realized what ever she shared are like what i'm facing through now. Her sharing comfort me. I believe God spoke through her. All Glory to God. 

On same session, she ask us all to kneel down to God and asked a picture about ourselves at that moment and second pictured of where God want me to be or what God want me to be. I asked, and a picture of this

 Branches all around, where a tree is growing and there's a hand with scissor to cut the branches as the tree grow bigger over time. I pray what it's mean, and i see myself as that tree, growing and there's a lot branches   try to stop me from growing, the hands comes and help me by cut the branches out of my way to grow.

second picture i saw was this where the continuous of the 1st picture. 

The tree grow well and lush with green leaves. While the branches are still around with black & white color, while my territory are colored. I asked God what it's mean? one word came, Different. It is obvious from the picture. So, i believe God going to do something GREAT in my life. But i'm still asking about that question. Just have faith, wait and let God Works in my life. 

I get to know people and had my moment with God. I feel loved and comfort throughout the camp and i really overwhelms by God's loves and His present. It was Awesome. There's up and down moment within that 3 days 2 night. Thank you God and my loves Sisters, thanks as well to my employer.

I had upload some photo in my FB, and a song still playing in my mind, and this song played in my head the morning i woke up and get ready to go up hills. 

Have a blessed Holiday and week people...