Need courageous

These week kind of busy week for me as i started to do some project with some colleague on solar system. There are some few things that bother me. And it's relate to my spiritual life, my social life, my ministry. Problem happen most are from people. People have many type. It's how we deal with this matter. Sometime we forgot that people are different.

One question to me is that how to deal with people who have crush on you and you don't like him or her. 

1. Say straight away to him/her

2. Stay away from him/her

3. Act like nothing happen/her

For me, mostly i'll took second one. saya pula kena sound by my leader. It's hard to take care of your singleness also, when you don want to start a courtship or not ready to have yet. And my problem also, dunno how to express my feeling in words toward something like this happen. How to say, how to start, how to speak out. why i got this problem also i dunno, maybe i don dare to confront people. Lord, help me in this matter. I just feel i need to rest and have my own time, be solitude from these all while, i need rest. 

I just started Max Lucado book, In The Eye Of The Storm. i just realized that i haven start one book that been given to me long ago by my leader. i just finish a book, and kinda stop for while in order to get me adapt to the transition of my life. i think i can start to read now. =) Hopefully, everything will go smoothly when the time come.
Be blessed

'I'm like a little pencil in His hand. That's all. He does the thinking. He does the writing, the pencil had nothing to do with it. The Pencil has only to be allowed to be used. -Mother Teresa-