Hi beautiful people, i woke up early this morning, after a call from my mom asked about the books i keeps. I went down to kitchen as usually every morning, boil water for coffee, and cook for myself instant noodle. Watch breakfast show started 8.30am till 10am. Next, online, surfing. Until i come across passage about Pro 31:10-31. It was from a young lady blog. Eventually, i opened few more blog that relate to her blog. I jot down things that struck me or my thought in my journal.
Below are the blog that i read this whole morning;
1. http://blog.beautiful-journey.com
2. http://arielleelise.com
3. http://theblairaffairs.blogspot.com
Besides i also check out their photo and their passion for Christ, Both of Mrs Ariel and Mrs Blair already had husband and family to live in. But they really a lovely and wonderful young lady. They inspire me a lot. =)
I also have checked out some few songs that suit for the day to me. I feel in my world now after busy with the arrangement of looking for room, practical place, exam, final year project and VIVA, now i can have my own time before i'm going out to have dinner with coursemate.
Some thought i had just now on purity and being a Christ young lady for My God. Everyone know that i'm still single, and i didn't be in courtship for about 4 years plus. Last broke up with ex-boyfriend is calling from God upon me and the other half. It is a long long story. Throughout my single life time so far, i really enjoy on being single and pursue God's purpose in my life. Eventhough so, sometime i do think of who is my other part of life to spend with. I prayed that God's hand upon him and guide him in life. I admire someone this time, and sometime i do think of is 'he' the one. However, God reminds me to focus to Him throughout the time. And i believe that God write my love story with His own plan and timing.
Quite number of guys want to approach me and some propose to me, =p but i reject them, because i know it's not time yet. Some of them, from friend becomes stranger, some lost contact. I don't like that feeling of from friend to stranger. I believe in God's timing, and i believe He prepare someone Best for me. *Hoping*
I'm happy i'm being able to do the things that i like to do while i'm single, i can go and without carry some burden. Not to say that have another part of life is a burden but it's a honor to have someone who are willing to spend the rest of their life together. What i mean is that, before we commit ourselves to another for rest of our life, we spend our life to the fullest for God, our Maker. =)
Now, i'm in preparation to phase of working life, life that out of the nest, experience and learn more, from a student life to young adult. I can see that God's hand is drawing in my life, as he open doors for me. Thanks You God. I can't say how big is my gratitude to You. As i said previously, focus to God, commit to Him, and He knows what is your heart desire.
Purity: freedom from guilt/ evil/ innocence or physical chastity; cleanness/ spotlessness/ pure in thought, actions, motives.
Obey to God's word sometime is hard to do as we are too comfort in our flesh desire. About love someone that hurt you, disrespect, dishonor, and reject you. But remember, with God's strength and God's compassionate love, You can do this. Live to more like Jesus, live toward a perfect live. Yes, there's no perfect in this world. But the perfect is in Heaven, live authentic to achieve perfect in Heaven. Heb 10:19-23, 37-38.
'and let the peace of Christ rule in your heart...and be thankful' Col 3:15
This photo i took when i went to take my sample for my final year project.
Let walk together with God authorize in our life, not by our own understanding and keep in the Track. =)
Be blessed.....
Woh~~ 4 year plus? What a drought there!
ReplyDeleteBut yeah I agree that being single has it's own benefits.... For me, it's about being free to improve myself better....
My last courtship ended last year.... and to make matters worse, I lost my job too and suffer a full 3 months of unemployment and piling debts.... 0_o
U know that when a person is weak, he/she is more sensitive with God's presence? Tat's how I felt anyway.... I was at the edge already, both financially and mentally.... The only thing left to do was pray.... and lo and behold, God answered my prayer.
Compared to my previous self,:-
1) I'm more brave to socialize with others... (Ok... I know I'm still kinda stuck in my little comfy soundboard corner there but at least when ppl approach me I make effort to talk to them nicely la ehehehhehe)
2) I've more time to do my things like staying fit and build new frenships. ;D
3) Got my own biz to run around.... I really love my free time now~~ Yay! :D
God help slot in ppl and opportunities around my life and I superbly grateful for what He has done....
Still.........
I dun think I wanna stuck in singlehood for too long or else I might get too used to it already LOL! Just wanna keep my options open I guess?
Now I must build myself up 1st so tat I am prepared to grab the best opportunities when it comes (fingers crossed) ehehehhehe..... ^_^