Self Thought

Hi beautiful people, i woke up early this morning, after a call from my mom asked about the books i keeps. I went down to kitchen as usually every morning, boil water for coffee, and cook for myself instant noodle. Watch breakfast show started 8.30am till 10am. Next, online, surfing. Until i come across passage about Pro 31:10-31. It was from a young lady blog. Eventually, i opened few more blog that relate to her blog. I jot down things that struck me or my thought in my journal.

Below are the blog that i read this whole morning;

1. http://blog.beautiful-journey.com

2. http://arielleelise.com

3. http://theblairaffairs.blogspot.com

Besides i also check out their photo and their passion for Christ, Both of Mrs Ariel and Mrs Blair already had husband and family to live in. But they really a lovely and wonderful young lady.  They inspire me a lot. =)
I also have checked out some few songs that suit for the day to me. I feel in my world now after busy with the arrangement of looking for room, practical place, exam, final year project and VIVA, now i can have my own time before i'm going out to have dinner with coursemate.

Some thought i had just now on purity and being a Christ young lady for My God. Everyone know that i'm still single, and i didn't be in courtship for about 4 years plus. Last broke up with ex-boyfriend is calling from God upon me and the other half. It is a long long story. Throughout my single life time so far, i really enjoy on being single and pursue God's purpose in my life. Eventhough so, sometime i do think of who is my other part of life to spend with. I prayed that God's hand upon him and guide him in life. I admire someone this time, and sometime i do think of is 'he' the one. However, God reminds me to focus to Him throughout the time. And i believe that God write my love story with His own plan and timing.
Quite number of guys want to approach me and some propose to me, =p but i reject them, because i know it's not time yet. Some of them, from friend becomes stranger, some lost contact. I don't like that feeling of from friend to stranger. I believe in God's timing, and i believe He prepare someone Best for me. *Hoping*
I'm happy i'm being able to do the things that i like to do while i'm single, i can go and without carry some burden. Not to say that have another part of life is a burden but it's a honor to have someone who are willing to spend the rest of their life together. What i mean is that, before we commit ourselves to another for rest of our life, we spend our life to the fullest for God, our Maker. =)
Now, i'm in preparation to phase of working life, life that out of the nest, experience and learn more, from a student life to young adult. I can see that God's hand is drawing in my life, as he open doors for me. Thanks You God. I can't say how big is my gratitude to You. As i said previously, focus to God, commit to Him, and He knows what is your heart desire.

Purity: freedom from guilt/ evil/ innocence or physical chastity; cleanness/ spotlessness/ pure in thought, actions, motives.

Obey to God's word sometime is hard to do as we are too comfort in our flesh desire. About love someone that hurt you, disrespect, dishonor, and reject you. But remember, with God's strength and God's compassionate love, You can do this. Live to more like Jesus, live toward a perfect live. Yes, there's no perfect in this world. But the perfect is in Heaven, live authentic to achieve perfect in Heaven. Heb 10:19-23, 37-38.

'and let the peace of Christ rule in your heart...and be thankful' Col 3:15

 This photo i took when i went to take my sample for my final year project.
Let walk together with God authorize in our life, not by our own understanding and keep in the Track. =)
Be blessed.....

My Photo

Hi peeps, long time i didn't post up my photo. Anyway, i just finish my Viva, so before i go ahead to study for my exam, i think i should post my photo up on what i had taken so far, will c how many i can upload now..

Thanks to one of my friend, Siau Lam for the photo.. i didn't bring my Daniel out.. =p

Thanks to another friend, Liang Ching for this also...

ok.. nex time lagi...

Friday Muse

Next week, i got VIVA and final exam. I'm getting toward the graduation day in my life. Still remember that, during orientation days of my Uni time, i was like unbelievable for me that i'm stepping in Uni. During the group of Vice Cancellor enter the hall, suddenly my tears drop, huh, funny o.. i myself feel myself stupid, y cry when the group enter the hall. however, i feel that God has favor upon my life, He made me enter uni, even myself felt that i'm not qualified to enter uni.  Now, 3 years pass, and i faces a lot of incident. Up and Down, but i've grown up. Thanks to people surround me to support me. 

Facing changes in my life. i'm going to stepping in working life. Another phase of my journey. duno suddenly i'm jiwang. hahah.. heh....

I'm just a young lady who willing to learn, have own dream of life that to live in, to colour out my life. Thanks God that i know Him when i was 17years old. 

I believe God watch over me and guide me to the finish line. He has a lot of present in store for me. i know That.. =) 

Jeremiah 29:11 NIV For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD , “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

I Love My God, it's an Honor for me to Love Him as i want.. ^^

Be blessed

Refresh

Hi peeps, how ya'll? it's quite long time since the last time i post up. Anyway, it's been a hectic week and i've been refresh last night. The story goes like this...

beginning of the semester, i've started to do my lab and just few of it, i still have one more sampel to go to do. FTIR at campus, not functioning well, we have to look for others organization or department which go the machine tat i need for my lab. Search punya search, Thanks God, Jabatan Bomba got, so we send our sampel to there and do the lab officer help us to do the lab, and it takes few days. One week before the submission, i got my data, and i start to analyze. during my paper work, i've come with several problem and kinda headache to think of it. Tot its easy title, but yet, problem still occurs, and i really kinda not really do very very well on my FYP, However, i manage to finished it before time. and i really thanks God for sending friends like Pei Qi and Liang Ching, and also Vina in helping me doing my FYP, and give me motivational to do my work. God answered my prayer upon this, now only left FYP presentation which called VIVA. it's been postpone and i gladly that i have time to do others assignment which stack up. Huh... i didn't get my full sleep for two night, just slept for 2-3 hours for two days, and went to home, on my own bed for 4-5 hours. However, i'd disorder time for sleep. I still remember that i almost cry to wait for bus to go back home. Because i just want to sleep and tat's my desire that time, and i really need it. I'd waited for 1hr+ for KF bus. It's really test my patience. where pei qi and Liang Ching had went home and sleep. T.T me still waiting for bus and waste my 1 hr of sleep time. Now think back, it's really my first time wait bus until like tat. Can't believe it for myself. After finished, my paper work for FYP, i have another agenda to do for weekends.

It was Holy Spirit Weekends which organized by Campus Alpha that i serve in now while i'm in KK.  And my expectation for the weekends is to relaxing and refresh again. During i was in Kokol Hill Retreat Centre, i sleep whenever there's slot time for me to sleep. Sisters which stay in the same room with me, they all know that. Plus, the bed is comfortable to sleep. i really enjoying my sleep. Hahaha, what to do, didn't sleep well for 2 days. i even broke the promise to have breakfast with Paulus and others before go up to Hill. Sorry betul betul Paulus, dear brother. Then, yesterday night the the climax moment with Holy Spirit, He show His tangible love to everyone in the room and He really ministering that time. God touched me and i felt His great power and anointing upon everyone. That's awesome, and i see people's life been transform by Holy Spirit. Praise The Lord for yesterday. And this morning, everyone share on their testimony. It's truly bless, and God is wonderful. Remind me of my First Love again with Him, and how He led me few years back.

I truly blessed and refresh in my physical and spiritual. Thanks God for everything. Thanks for the people You put into my life. Praise Lord Father.

oh ya, forgot to say one things, up there at Kokol Hills, it's beautiful and awesome place, its a good place to solitude ourselves. The mist is traveling, maybe should say clouds, hehe.. alright...

Be blessed....