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Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Rendahkan Diri


Filipi 2:2-9
Kerana itu sempurnakanlah sukacitaku dengan ini: hendaklah kamu sehati sepikir, dalam satu kasih, satu jiwa, satu tujuan, dengan tidak mencari kepentingan sendiri atau puji-pujian yang sia-sia. Sebaliknya hendaklah dengan Rendah Hati seorang menganggap yang lain lebih utama dari pada dirinya sendiri; dan janganlah tiap-tiap orang yang memperhatikan kepentingannya sendiri, tetapi kepentingan orang lain juga. Hendaklah kamu dalam hidupmu bersama, menaruh pikiran dan perasaan yang terdapat juga dalam Kristus Yesus…Melainkan telah mengosongkan diriNya sendiri, dan mengambil rupa seorang hamba, dan menjadi sama dengan manusia. Dan dalam keadaan sebagai manusia, Ia telah merendahkan diri-Nya dan taat sampai mati, bahkan sampai mati di kayu salib. Itulah sebabnya Allah meninggikan Dia dan mengaruniakan kepadaNya nama di atas segala nama. 
Matius 23:11-12
Barangsiapa terbesar di antara kamu, hendaklah is menjadi pelayanmu. Dan barangsiapa meninggikan diri, ia akan direndahkan dan barangsiapa merendahkan diri, ia akan ditinggikan. 
Amat jelas bahawa kita perlu merendahkan diri dan hati kita. Senang bagi kita mentaati orang yang lebih besar umurnya dari kita berbanding mentaati orang yang umurnya lebih muda daripada kita, kerana kita diajar untuk menghormati yang lebih tua daripada kita. Tetapi, firman Tuhan menyatakan Rendah Hati seorang menganggap yang lain lebih utama dari pada dirinya sendiri; dan janganlah tiap-tiap orang yang memperhatikan kepentingannya sendiri, tetapi kepentingan orang lain juga. Perhatikan keperluan dan kepentingan orang lain. Ambil rupa seorang hamba dan taat. 
You have right to disagree but you don’t have right to disobey! under an authority.

Semalam, saya dilukai oleh perangai saya sendiri yang tidak saya ketahui selama ini. Leader cg saya menegur saya dalam hal ini. Leader ini, dia muda daripada saya. Pada mulanya, saya tidak dapat terima kenyataan ini. Tuhan membenarkan hal ini berlaku, ada hikmah disebaliknya. Tuhan menegur saya tentang rendahkan diri, rendahkan hatimu kepada autoriti. Saya ingat balik kepada penyerahkan diri saya sendiri untuk diubah, untuk dibentuk. Mungkin ini salah satu daripadanya. Kalau dah janji, mesti lakukan, jangan tawar menawar dengan Tuhan. Saya akur pada kesalahan saya, mula belajar tentang rendah diri walaupun sebelum ini saya menasihatkan kawan sendiri tentang hal ini, dan telah belajar tentang perkara ini sebelumnya, tetapi keadaan akan mengajar kita kembali apabila kita lupa akan perkara ini. 

Monday, November 29, 2010

Hi everyone, had kinda busy and tired days, but i do have fun. I finally finish a book title The Powerful of Prayer Woman (Stormie Omartian). The sypnosis is:

It may seem easier to pray for your spouse, your children, your friends, and your extended family, but God wants to hear your request for your life too. he loves it when you come to Him for the things you need and ask Him to help you becomes the woman you have always longed to be. 


It took me two month plus minus to finish the whole book. For information, I seldom to finish the book i read actually. Most of them, all half way. When I read this book, it spoke to me alot. In relationship, in the way you think, in the way you have to act, in ur purpose of life, and etc.
This scene keep remind me about the that is My mentor Ps Andy, he prayed for me and quite few times, that my Lord will use me. But he also dunno what God will do. Just he know God's preparing me. I'm really honor for that and I know God is using my life. I'm still wondering what is the area God's gonna use me.

Early of this 5th semester, my cell group practice on prophecy. Some of us see visions, some of us receive words from Gods. What my cell group prayed and prophecy for me, i got
1. A coconut tree at beach.
2. Prayer Warrior
3. Window which is open and the curtain is waving.
4. Transition
5. Telecommunication tower
6. Dance

Still figure out and follow God's guidance for my life. Sis Helen Ukong always appear in my minds ( I miss her or what). Ps Andy words keeps repeating in my minds.
However, wait for God's right time, follow His guidance, let Him prepare me and I be prepare. Surrender all..
Now, waiting on another book to come. Haven look for it. Read is Good. Improve your english, your understanding, facts, and maybe motivate. =D keep on reading friends.

Have Bless Day ahead!

Use Somebody + Falling For You By Clara Chung

=D

Friday, November 26, 2010

Kelly Bay

Nice and wonderful plus peace place to go for rest and great beach also..
went there for first time with group of friends, quite long time didn't go camp out with friend.
When i having my time with friends, I suddenly miss Home. Miss my cousin Rebecca, my brother Onn, and realize it's my aunt's birthday also. i manage to wish her this noon. Happy Belated Birthday A. Ruday...
Yesterday has been playing kayak, banana boat for few times, wave surfing at beach.. yeah, it's located between  beach and river. Awesome huh! Result, i have body ache. hand and i got scratch at my one of my foot. Can't wear my slipper properly. However, i got rest, my play, my food and drink (this is must). Great trip.

Coming, gonna busy on Health Screen that held in Suria Sabah tomorrow. Then, start busy on Joseph and the Techni-colour Coat Musical drama. Looking forward my days..

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Finish Semester 5 =D

Today is the last day of my semester 5 in UMS. One more semester to go, my 3 years of degree study will be finish soon. I wonder what i'll be doing after that. I didn't have plan as other people who already set in their mind that they will move on to the field that they like. However, two fields that I wanna try to enter, that's petro-physics and geo-physics which is in oil and gas field. Where will I be after I graduate? Maybe my hometown (MIRI), or maybe somewhere else. Whatever it is, I ask God for guideline towards God plan for me. I can't imagine the life of working after half my life on studying, studying, studying.

WHAT HAVE I LEARNED THROUGHOUT 2 AND HALF YEAR?
A lot of things happening in my life, in relationship with people, in doing things, in study (this is of course), people's behavior, in spiritual, and also in managing (still learning). Some people are difficult for me to interact with, some aren't, somethings are difficult to handle, other things aren't, some situation hard to face, some don't.
Friends can be close to you, can be not close to you, can be hypocrite, can be transparent, some can be trust, some can't. Learning?? Yeah, learn to deal with it...

Coming days will be busy for me, some event up and gonna spend my life to the fullness!!!! YAHOOOOO!!!!